In order to be successful, you need to learn one simple thing. KEEP TRYING. If that doesn't work out, then go find someone to teach you. Saying that you suck and will always suck, pins a target on the back of your head as someone who is weak. Do you think every GFX artist, every coder, everybody that's good at things are just great at them? NO. They took the time to learn from their mistakes, understand them and improve them. It is for this very reason that humans seek fun in trying new things. Its because of the EXPERIENCE. If something doesn't work right, arn't you curious to find out why? or if something doesn't look right, arn't you curious about how it got to that state? YOUR CURIOSITY LEAD YOU TO GFX'ING. Don't give up on that now, use it to your advantage. USE IT TO LEARN. For if we mere humans do not learn, what the hell are we doing here? NOTHING. Instead of wasting your GFX life away, just go do it! You'll learn something new every time! Which will help you in the long run!